“Ball…room
skiing,” she sings, her body swaying to the rhythm of her lone
blue ski. Then she’s off again, slicing down the mountain
in a clear crisp line.
It’s hard
to believe this one-legged skier, this poet, once described herself
as “a perturbed flamingo.”
Today, the only
connection to the exotic bird is her shocking pink ski gear. Kenney
has become one of the wild women she writes about, an irrepressible
athlete and writer who knows exactly where she is going – and
the effect she is having along the way.
“At my navel,
I am making a statement,” she muses in a poem in which she fantasizes
about being a mermaid. “I can be any shape I want to be, and
no one can stop me.”
Kenney has been
making a statement ever since the motorcycle accident that in 1971
cost her a leg, hip, pelvis and friend. She was 19 at the time, a blonde
Boston rebel whose athletic experience was limited to running from
the cops and bowling, so she could “wear the shoes and be ogled
by boys.”
The accident devastated
her body, and for a time, her spirit.
Skiing, Kenney
says, gave her back both.
She pauses on a
ridge halfway down the slopes and inhales the mountain air. The Rockies
seem to stretch forever, their peaks glistening like diamonds on the
horizon. The spring snow is crunchy underfoot.
“Here,” Kenney
says, “you become very sure of what is important.”
It took awhile
to get here – to this peak, to this consciousness.
Kenney’s
first forays onto Haystack Mountain in Vermont in the mid-1970s were
a disaster. She hated her butt-less body, hated the cold, the spills,
the stares. The only redeeming part was the hot chocolate and Schnapps
with the guys après ski.
But a friend kept
pushing, and her pride kept pricking and finally she mastered balancing
on one ski. She wears no artificial leg and holds a pair of “outriggers” – crutch-like
poles with mini ski-tips on the end that act as stabilizers.
Now Kenney, 46,
writes freely about the experience in articles for Howlings, the magazine
she publishes for the “wild women of the West.” The name
was inspired by the Warren Zevon song, “Werewolves of London,” whose
howl Kenney mimics when she’s tearing down the slopes.
Kenney calls skiing “the
great equalizer," which is one reason she loves it so much – enough
to move to Colorado in 1977, without her doctor, her mother or a job.
In this sport, everyone falls, even champions. Everyone gets injured.
Everyone plays the fool.
“Follow the
blue powder road,” Kenney writes about those glorious early days
when lift passes were free and Social Security paid her rent.
Sometimes she coached
other skiers. Mostly she would swing up the mountain on an early-morning
chairlift and pick a solitary trail back down. During these long days
on the mountain, Kenney says, her spirit was called back to her new
body “to be trusted again.”
Skiing gave her
enough confidence to hobble into the local newspaper to ask for a job.
Kenney started working at The Winter Park Manifest.
She went to speed-skiing
trials and interviewed Olympic champions. She wrote about advances
in equipment for disabled skiers. She became a fixture on the mountain
and in town, hobbling around on crutches with her notebook, smile and
mop of curls, poking fun at the ski world and life in general.
“My guts and
gumption period,” she calls it, and it landed her in the center
of top-level competitive sports.
National champion in 1979; seventh in the Olympics for the disabled in Norway
in 1980; two silver medals in nationals in 1983.
Kenney loved the
travel, the glory and the fun. And she learned about the “suffering
side” of skiing, when she injured her knee two days before the
U.S. team left for the 1982 Olympics.
The injury knocked
her out of competition and back into writing, into a serious, more
reflective self.
Still, that impish delight in shocking the world never is far from the surface.
“What happened?” a
little girl gasps in the Winter Park locker room, staring at the empty
space where Kenney’s left leg belongs.
“Motorcycle.” Kenney
replies, as she slips out of a ski suit and into a dress.
She winks at the
adults. “Usually, I say ‘shark.' ”